I’ve been going down rabbit hole after rabbit hole, feeling scattered in thought and attention. I think honestly, the crushing weight of all that the world is fighting, absorbing, and witnessing is the crux of it—I keep searching for some sort of wriggling answer that I just want to pin down, some key to understanding all of what has led to
Funny you mention Simone Weil, as I just picked up a copy of "The Need for Roots" this past weekend, after years of having her in my orbit.
I love your beautiful poem too.